Thursday, January 31

xx_fairy tales are for fuckups

Once upon a time there was a girl who was happy. Her daddy was happy and her mom was happy. They loved her and she loved them. But then the big fucking slob monster came in and stole the young girl's mother's heart away. And the girl's mother had no heart so she made the girl come and live with the monster. And the girl was sad. Then the mother ran away with the girl and her two new slob babies. And now the girl was a young woman and was forced to work all the time.
She was sad because of this, but her mother didn't seem to care. She knew that of she left her mother and the slob babies that they would become big slob monsters. But if she stayed she was scaraficing her own happiness to keep them human. And her mother was becoming infected with a sickness that made it so she could have any emotion but anger.
So the young woman stayed. Knowing that once a week she could be with other young nobles. She stayed and tried to keep the small children from turning into slob monsters and the keep her mother happy so that she wouldn't be an eternal bitch. The young woman stayed and wished everyday for the moment she would be free of this place and able to go out, on her own, and have grand fun.
THE FUCKING END!
Lee

Friday, January 25

xx_BUG


[[stupid face>>]]
After watching a short on ABC(dot)com from the view about Bisexual women I want to explode. The women on the show are poorly informed in thinking that bi-sexuality is a faze. Whats-her-face the preppy blond one going on about the BUG. (bi until grad) was, forgive the pun, bugging me. Sure everybody like to experiment. I'd be doubtful if three out of their five denied experimenting at least once.
And their comments about monagamy where insulting. I understand now why people think that if you're bisexual that you are a cheating scum whore. And really, would they say the same thing about a white girl who liked black men and white men? If she was with a white guy would she be with a black guy too? No, because if you're with a person, the right person, regardless of gender or race, you are with them. End of story.
Whoopie seems to get it. The fact that just because you go both ways doesn't mean that you have to act on both feelings. duh.
So not wanting to spend more time doing something that makes my brain want to explode I am here by banning the view from ever being something I watch willingly again.
Lee

Tuesday, January 22

xx_what a stupid lamb

AHHHHH!
acording to our beloved Willamatte Week, Twilight is filming here, in Portland.

»DIGGORY DUE: One of two Hogwarts Champions in the Triwizard Tourney of ’94, Cedric Diggory is making his way to PDX. Well, actually, the actor who played him in those Harry Potter flicks is, and he’s come back from the dead to play a teenage vampire. Robert Pattinson will begin filming Twilight, Catherine Hardwicke’s (Lords of Dogtown ) latest film, in and around Portland beginning Feb. 25. Based on Stephenie Meyer’s popular novel, the hope is Twilight will be the first in a tweener’s trilogy. Hardwicke, who has family in Bend, has another local connection, too: She directed ’06’s The Nativity Story , written by Portland-based screenwriter Mike Rich.

Woot! So you bet your ass that I'll be out there looking for them. And a casting call for Jacob was held on Saturday. No news yet on who got the part but I'll keep 'em peeled kiddos. Their only suppost to do the house bits here. But still HOLY CRAP! I want to go glomp them now. Good choice on picking Portland and not using some persons house in Forks. Kay I'm stopping now.
Lee

xx_over the river

Grandmas coming into town today. woohoo! Thank goodness for that. mom is driving me up to the wall with her crazy assedness. Like this morning she could find her wallet. so of course she didn't look on the ground by where she left it. Not that I'm complaining about that because that means that she's goig to be later today than she should be. So I get extra time to myself. I have typing defects right now. I don't know what is up with that.
I was thinking about life today while I was sitting here on my bed not doing anything productive. And all most of us can boast when we die is that we where alive. psh. How lame is that? So what do we do instead? We can love. But what happens when you're like me and the likelyhood of that is seemingly impossable? You can be good and kind and good natured.
[/selfpity]
Lee

Sunday, January 20

xx_the man

yes the man wants you to die. The man wants everyone to conform to the beauty we see on TV. The man tells us that we can't think for ourselves.

So who is The Man?
The President
The AMPTP is the man
Your parents are the man
The health care is the man
The cops are the man
God is the man
Adverting is the man
School is the man

Friday, January 18

xx_snap fizzle


I made rice krispies. I've been craving them for about a week and I ate way to many and know feel ill. But I can have Jet Puffed Cream. woohoo.
I've been making my myspace. ((here))its a WIP but I'm getting there. I've spent like three hours doing all the links and icons. pain in the ass but it's rad looking. I haven't made any of the icons myself. but that might be because I don't want to pay 600 bucks for photoshop. and I want to use my 30 day free trail later.
Mom is still being a cow. Getting better though, but not by much. And her boyfriend, or whatever he is, keeps calling and they talk for ages. So I guess that might be why.
The kids have a new day care. Have I said that? well the seven block walk is totaling a work out in the morning. I'm a night owl too, so the getting up and at 'em at like eight is killing me. and staying up past three isn't helping. But it's the only time I get to myself.
I'm been in love with iMovie lately. It's fun. My eyes sting, sleep time.
Lee

Thursday, January 10

xx_and it will happen again




Holy fraaken shit guys! this is awesome. So Im going to go through this little by little.
To begin how about APRIL?!? What the frak? Why not March? thats three months away. gah. I hope they stop pushing it back because of the writers strike. April is far enough thanks.
Twelve Cylon Models
Seven are known
Four live on secret
One will be revealed
So for all of the not so mathaticly inclined in the world 7+4+1=12 (plus Hera and Nicky make 14)
And theirs a Cylon meeting with the Fancy Four. I hoped there would be. I want to know whats going on with them. And what is going on with Sam's eye? Woah. That is frakken rad. with goes *bleep* and goes red. Maybe he's having an eyegasm. I don't know but it's cool.
And they're talking about that song. I wounder if Saul is still hearing it because maybe he hasn't accepted that he is a Cylon or maybe it's just a question.
Laura thinks that Kara is a final five. She apprently doesn't get Entertainment Weekly so she wouldn't have seen this.
Someone thinks that Gaius is praying and thinks it's beautiful. Scuker. I think it's the same person who kid snatched him at the end of season three. He still needs to shave. gross.
And it's Lee and Kara in their Vipers. *squee* Starbuck still a bit scarcastic. Would we love her with out it? I thinks thats the chief walking and not standing in a circle like the rest of them. More Karaness. I love her.
Maybe she is brain washed. That would be interresting. I just hope she's still her and from seeing her in the cockpit I think yes. So fail on being totally brainwashed. But slightly seems alright. Maybe she has whatever Baltar has.
And Then Kara tells Bill that she's been to earth. And look it's Sam standing there. Looking a babe. (side note: they would hella pretty kids. damn.) And then we have Laura and Kara. They dodn't do enough with them together. And why is Madam President being so doubtful of Earth or is it of Kara. She went back to Caprica to get the stupid arrow and came back with it. So why can't she just believe her? Oh it's the fracturing bonds is it eh?
And why are Saul and Karl walking around with each other? And who wants to shoot the president? I'm so confused.
And what's going on with the Admiral and Starbuck? I hope he still loves her, trusts her, all that good stuff.
And they'd better find Earth. Humph. I'd be pissed if they sent three seasons flying around in space, falling in love, getting shot, dieing, and trying to keep everything they knew alive just so a stupid writer's strike would have them staying that way forever. As for what year it is? psh. Who cares as long as their here.
And Kara is in the CIC with the Admiral telling him their going the wrong way. Thats interresting. And how she knows this we're not sure but I sureas hell hope they tell us.
And oh yes the Cylons are still after them. Let us not forget that fact. They are still being attacked. But they seem to get away because I don't think that the XO would go to a Cylon meeting when they where being attacked by the Cylons. Doesn't seem like him at all. Nor does going to see Caprica when the Cylons are right outside seem like something the President would do.
And Holy Frak me is that the Galatica blowing up? If it is, we're all in deep shit for what remains of the show. No. good. Sorry that scared me. 600 people though. Wow. Thats quite a lot. That means everyone else is going to have a lot more babies when we get to Earth. 30 thousand is a hella lot of people. But not a lot if they're all we have left.
So it's really ending. Soon. That makes me sad. But I'm sleepy and want to sleep more than three hours tonight so am going to bed now. Old trailers and thoughts go here.
Lee

Tuesday, January 8

xx_damn it all

life is fucking doomed. period. the end.
ok so thats what I thought yesterday afternoon. but let's start with the morning.
So we went to church. bleh. But loads of pretty people where their so I didn't go totally crazy. And Christian and Aeden where up from Medford. I love them, but anyway. So Christian cought me checking out a girl and asked me if I was bi and told me it totally cool if it was. I wanred to hug him. I said I was and I'd known for pretty much all my life. And thats the truth. I think I have known forever but when I found something to call it, it became taboo.
And me being the bad kid I am thought I should have a smoke when I got home and lit up in my room. Mom stopped buying the people outside thing so she asked me where they where and I told her. That wasn't as bad as I was thinking it would be. But she told me to quit (har har, when you do)
Then she asked me if I had anything else I was hiding and I said I liked Girls and Boys. that one went ok too. alot of hugs though. That was weird. I didn't need then and I wasn't sure why she was hugging me so much. Maybe ecause she just asked me how long I'd been chewing on that. I said about a year. so I guess tahts cool. She wants me to go to a youth group before I can go to SMYRC or anyother LGBTQ anything. I wounder what she'll think when I go to pride.
so yester was shitty for me. I couldn't even cook crappy ripoff Mexicain food.
Lee

xx_have a fucking happy new years

total shit is what my life has been. I'll go up to yesterday then I need to make a new post about yesterday. I should have last night but oh well.
So I had one of my best friends up here for about a week. I as amazing as she is, I think we're super different. Just in the way we think and work things out and our views on life. It made me ask almost straight the whole time she was here because I thought that she might think I was coming on to her if I came out. She freaked when I said I wasn't a zero. That I was closer to a one or a two. She didn't go off about God like I thought she would but she might be hiding something. Or she really is just as straight as she seems. But thats OK with me. I could never like her I just want her to be able to accept me when I come out to her.
The Baby's father was up too. Total ass hole that man is. Makes me want run away screaming. He makes me feel like there are maggots crawling all over my skin. And Maggots are my phobia. ew.
I went to go see three movies. Sweeney Todd, I Am Legend and Across The Universe. All good for sure but in differnt-ish ways.
Sweeney was good for loads of reasons. One: Music, Two: Tim Burton, Three: Amazingly well acted and Fourth: It just is. I was way into it and thought that it was my favorite Burton film to date. Loved the ending.
I Am Legend was the most sci-fi-ish zombie movie I've ever scene. Their was science in it! how awesome is that. I didnt get most of the science in it but it makes me never want to get a cure for anything. And I saw it in iMax so it had added umph. But will smith did not look a day over forty and fifty was just,no. but I was on edge the whole time so thats good.
Across the Universe made me cry. Makes me love the Beetle more. Jude was a total babe (and dispite what people think I think he has perfect teeth) . And it was also a musical. And a damn good one at that. Only bad part is that now it's not in the cheap theater so I can't seen it again and I don't have anyone to watch it with on valentines day yet.
Lee
 
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